Sad

I hope to have a happy post one of these days. Today it is not to be so.
I don't know what is going on with me and Rowan, but we have not been getting along. It makes me so sad, because it's not supposed to be this way. I don't want it to be this way. We have been arguing and not agreeing on things alot lately.
And to add to that his sleep has been even more erratic than it was before. It's so hard to figure him out and to get him on any type of schedule.
I'm going through some things personally, so I'm dealing with that also.
Life is just hard right now. That is all.

Tomorrow is another day...

Today was a horrible day. I know it was a combination of the fact that I was grumpy, Rowan was grumpy and we just got back from a weekend away. I'm beginning to wonder if any vacation, no matter how short, is worth it. We are all so out of sorts when we return.
At any rate, today sucked! Rowan and I did not get along at all. There was tons of stuff to do around the house - unpacking, washing clothes, making a menu, grocery shopping, etc, etc. And Rowan needed lots of attention.
A very rare day comes along where I just feel like I have nothing left to give, but I have no choice. My little boy doesn't understand that and demands my attention all the time. Today was one of those days.
I hate this negative post, but some days I just feel negative, I guess.
I just have to pray that tomorrow is a better day.