Sad

I hope to have a happy post one of these days. Today it is not to be so.
I don't know what is going on with me and Rowan, but we have not been getting along. It makes me so sad, because it's not supposed to be this way. I don't want it to be this way. We have been arguing and not agreeing on things alot lately.
And to add to that his sleep has been even more erratic than it was before. It's so hard to figure him out and to get him on any type of schedule.
I'm going through some things personally, so I'm dealing with that also.
Life is just hard right now. That is all.